You will never read this..because you will forget. are forgetting. have forgotten.

i wish i could.

there is a reason and there is a rhyme
but what there is not is any more time

You. Skip a beat :)

Shrrriiiiipppaaaaaarrrnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

i dont know if you ever check this anymore. I did now, after very many years :)

were things different backthenorwhatmaan:D

we should start over:-\

At my happiest, i realise - i can never ever hold bliss like it was my own.

Having your heart broken is nothing like they'd tell you in books is it. It's like someone left a great big rock on chest, and forgot it there.

i can't deal:(

would you mind if i made a guest appearance. and be spectacularly girly,

and complain to you about how everyone around me seems to be in a relationship

and/or a relationship problem (which, according to hearsay, happen only when one is IN a relationship)

and while i would normally be pleased to help

i've had it to up here

with it. because all it seems to do. is rub in a stark lack of, in my life

which is not, again, you know normally something i'd care about very much

there just seem to be one too many reminders lately

Bloody chinese spammers, fuck off i say.  moving on, looks like i AM doing rantblog again afterall.
This is like a note to self.

Please be awesome again. the trick is to be awesome and not give a fuck, to believe that your awesomeness is not a result of any external element, nothing but your mere existence makes itself a marvel, and to eat a lot of chicken and draw a lot of lines.Do not colour outside and losing money is NOT OK.