tossed out the window, of love's El Camino

i should probably stop getting high.
words- ani difranco.

=)

You make me smiiile like the sun
Faaall out of bed sing like a bird
Diizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me daance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh you make me smi-ile

(allhailunclecracker :))

funny thing

.. i seem to like almost all DMB songs as demo versions a LOT more than the album ones. for example Best Of What's Around. the guitar work is so much more pleasing and ..beautiful in the acoustic demo version. muchmuchmuchlovlier.
anyway, i've decided to dump all shit pictures here, like i had earlier too but then didnt get around to doing it anyway.
let's begin with one catpicture, the only b&w one from the day i visited ishika's house.
OH SHRAVANTHI HAS MADE AN APPEARANCE ON GTALK HOW BLESSED I FEEL so she isnt REALLY dead. so you might expect her to drop in sometime, i suppose. ah.

will you be sticking with me when the money's gone?

the born ruffians were born to be motherfucking sonsovbitches who give me reasons to live and look at a tree or a snail or a fly and not flinch and say good afternoon.

Underneath my thumb
I'm taking you to put you
Underneath my thumb
I'm placing you down neatly
Underneath my thumb
Beneath my thumb, beneath my thumb

& If you get squished
I'll find another you
& If you get squashed
I'll just find another you
It won't be hard to find another one like you
Another you, another you

& I don't give a damn about
When I see you, I don't
& I don't give a damn about
The I-owe-yous, I don't
The disappearing kindness
That I show for you, I know
I won't be sad
When you & me are through

-BADONKA DONKEY

if you havnt heard them yet then go eat some ants and then a hippo. you dont deserve to know them.

BIPOLARNESS

last evening i was terribly pissedoff and today im sooper cheery. diamond tickets for Jethro Tull concert and NOW i know there's gonna be anoushka shankar performing too! yes im very notwellinformed about events for a long time before well, i get informed. :/

so that, and since its the day after my birthday i think for once for THIS ONCE perhaps ill have one happyanticipationful birthday minus the ritualistic vehement prayers for instant death. although mom and dad and uncle are the only company ill have for the concert (-pretend kills self-) and sincei n the middle of second term exams im INVARIABLY flunking, but HEY ITS JETHRO TULL xD so i think for this once, ill overlook the prices to be paid.

so i guess i'm pretty different now, considering..

im in LOVE with this song.

Manhole

i'm holding here a book
notable, but not the greatest
stolen for me by the latest
in a long line of thieves
and i'm just about to drop it
down that manhole of memories
when i realize it doesn't bother me
like love's mementos usually do
and i look up to see who's different here
the latest me or the latest you

course, you're the kind of guy who doesn't lie
he just doctors everything
chooses some unassuming finger
and quietly moves his wedding ring
who rewrites his autobiography
for any pretty girl who'll sing
but you can't fool the queen, baby
cuz i married the king

and maybe it was i who betrayed his majesty
with no opposite reality
like a puddle with no reflection
of the sky or the trees
but after my dreaded beheading
i tied that sucker back on with a string
and i guess i'm pretty different now
considering

i kissed you on the street that night
on the far side of four
but i didn't like the taste
in my mouth or yours
and ignoring the persona you wore for my benefit
for once i had the balls to call it
just call it
but a lesson must be lived
in order to be learned
and the clarity to see and stop this now
that is what i've earned

and maybe it was i who betrayed his majesty
with no opposite reality
like a puddle with no reflection
of the sky or the trees
but after my dreaded beheading
i tied that sucker back on with a string
and i guess i'm pretty different now
considering

i'm holding here a book
notable, but not the greatest
stolen for me by the latest
in a long line of thieves
and i'm just about to drop it
down that manhole of memories
when i realize it doesn't bother me
and heartache not so dire
cuz i looked up to see integrity
finally won over desire .



ani difranco is a genius. her fingers hair voice mind brain all so enviable aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa she's amazing.

everyone's gonna go watch a movie tomorrow [everyone= most of the classmates i speak to, and the number is pretty small yeah. the rest hate me. mostly because im rude and say FUCKSHITMOTHERFUCKINGBASTERS too much. oh well, fuck them], and i am, as usual, left out. by choice or not is not the issue, im trying to start a pity-party here. please sympathize.

also, i have homework for monday and the parent teacher meeting is on tuesday. you get it? yeah. also, class eleven girl [and some wannabe guitard00ds] molesting zombie for this upcoming fest i swear im being driven out of my mind you dont wanna know what the fuck i'd been asked/told by one of them ah well you think im being a loser? again, fuck you. it feels like being married to george bush for pete's sake.

PLUS i have boils on my face and inside my nostrils.

हैड प्रक्टिसस टुडे व्हिच वेंट गुड। आई लव व्रितिंग लिके दिस दूद! इट्स एफ्फिन क्रेजी।
ok enough :P
so thing is, i need to stop forgetting stuff i've picked up on teh guitar, cause it leads to embarrassing situations which make me seem sillier than i am, if that's even possible.
so were doing these songs as of now:
she will be loved [maroon5]
animal instict [the cranberries]
have you ever seen the rain [ccr]
two steps behind [def leppard]

and we plan to do wish you were here [floyd] and other side of teh word acoustic, cause pu dont like it all taht much.
i also want to do bring me some water, but pu dont like that either :(
we were planning yellow but its sounding dull without the right tone, perhaps cause i dont get to plug in my guitar or maybe just cause iplain suck. :P so we gotta wait till i get myself processor/units or whatever. i also wanna do booboogoogoo by caesars, havnt put it forward as a sugession yet. lesse lesse :D

this is the only thing that holds me back from fiercely wishing to leave this city after passng outa school, the band, orsomething to that effect. :P

next practice wednesday, cant wait.