why i've been busy this week:

for i've been working/worrying my ass and my hair [oh well] off for something so excruciatingly unavailing that it makes me want to shed the remainder of the worked off ass, and tear the remaining hair off my thick skulled head.
lessons learnt:
1)give up. sometimes, please give up, back out, and such because some things are REALLY not worth it (unless you count heavy greenroom laughs, ok fine they were the love)
2)never EVER [something i wont say here]
3) oh my god am i gutsy or what
[ oh no 2) and 3) are so not related ]

more when i can recall the rest.