not happy in the remotest. everytime im happy its just the manic phase, bipolarity has been tested and proven.

dont.

there's already everything else going absolutely WRONG for me in the alien land lala, now you are NOT allowed to kill the only source of solace i have there by.. sdf sjghsghkjhfdgh expecting any more of me.

please, do not make things weird. goddammit i need to tell YOU this. pansy that i am.

NO ONE LAST TIMES

but this one last post is an exception. I wish there were more exceptions, but heh. high high very high hopes.