Bloody chinese spammers, fuck off i say.  moving on, looks like i AM doing rantblog again afterall.
This is like a note to self.

Please be awesome again. the trick is to be awesome and not give a fuck, to believe that your awesomeness is not a result of any external element, nothing but your mere existence makes itself a marvel, and to eat a lot of chicken and draw a lot of lines.Do colour outside but losing money is NOT OK.

People smiling and posing piss me off.

tossed out the window, of love's El Camino

i should probably stop getting high.
words- ani difranco.

yesterday i looked.
today i smelt horrible shit.
day before was slightly better or something.

time to look for a cliff to jump off

today i said lol, and am now sitting in the same room with the person whose influence it might have been, and who i said it to.

so who needs help defining pathetic, again?

I now know how to be sad and not be weighed down by grief at the same time.
I dont remember what i started out to say, maybe it was about love this time as well.
Or about touching imaginary noses etcetera. I liked all that. It made me happy.
Reality checks make me stable, though.
I liked knowing love.

I'm doing the music equivalent of reading self help books.

drill me to the ground.