i have now come to terms with

a) my ugliness [which did not exist until a year back]

b) the fact that im the most infamous badmouthing bitch in the whole of class 12 (and i dont even bother doing it behind the back, or boast of being right in the face. thing is, it just doesnt matter whether the back or the face even EXIST) but its mostly justified, or just temporary animosity.

c) the fact that im not on top at the moment. um, yes no elaboration.

and why this isnt on my main blog is- this is not a post meant to garner sympathies or anything such. dudes, im ok as ever (unless you count a nagging ear-ache), and this is just for the record. so thank you readers for being non existent.