yes i'm intending to post in meaningless sentences, problem if that is you go shave YOUR elblow honestly i do not. care.

ugh

everyone i know seems to be either too angry, too busy, too busy to be angry, or just plain finally convinced i'm not really all that worth spending time on.

yay me yeah? YAYme.

college is awful also. well not very but yeah pretty awful and i want to leave actually maybe not i'm not sure where i'd go it's not like i've a shiny little alternative to pretend to want to do so no i suppose i DON'T want to leave especially since not many people really care about what the hell i'm doing so you know what i'll just stop shall i

so there's my notallthatwell spelt out whiny circle of loserliness and i cannot stop saying honestly because now i'm beginning to be unsure of whether it really is honest and though i stopped making sense a long time ago this is probably the only thing making me feel better atleast i'm talking to myself yes? yes. because blogging is all about pretending other people care about your life because really theirs aren't as interesting but we all oh yes we ALL know deepdeeeeeeeep down that's all a pile of burning rubber bobble heads we're just sorry little specks with legal permission from the world in general to talk to ourselves without convincing aforementioned world of our mental instabilty

no of course i'm not bitter now why would you think that

i reread something i wrote a while back and yeah.

guys really are jerks. let's get that clear too, ok? they have always been continue to be and will, always be mountain sized jerks.

i'm going back to my sudoku