What she said.
And i SWEAR to you. don't EVER EVER EVER E.V.E.R say ANYTHING EVEN REMOTELY snide about ANYBODY i call a friend I SWEAR to you i will feed you to a rebel carnivorous dolphin. GOD.
OK
so here i am. issues? none at all.
WHY of course people other than those who've recently broken up cant really be miserable, right? and no. i cant help it, nor pretend to be real engaged in some real engaging shit while all i do is nothing but gape at this annoying void when i look in and around me. i cant say anything funny, or witty, or cheering up to you when you really need it. you have a bad day, you have a headache, i say something like -Amrutanjan. or like- lets climb up a tree and pretend we're hiding from the paparazzi. or keep mum. i cannot talk around the people i really like, so ill never really be friends with them. i cant talk in general. i cant go out blah blah blah i dont even HAVE a life, so where the fuck is the place for misery? nowhere darlin. no misery no future. no nothing.i dont even know who said this- *insert quote here*. im not smart im not aware im most certainly the most Australian person you'll find. its ok, man. just move on. yeah,ILL SHUT UP. ILL DO THAT OK. THANK YOU.
WHY of course people other than those who've recently broken up cant really be miserable, right? and no. i cant help it, nor pretend to be real engaged in some real engaging shit while all i do is nothing but gape at this annoying void when i look in and around me. i cant say anything funny, or witty, or cheering up to you when you really need it. you have a bad day, you have a headache, i say something like -Amrutanjan. or like- lets climb up a tree and pretend we're hiding from the paparazzi. or keep mum. i cannot talk around the people i really like, so ill never really be friends with them. i cant talk in general. i cant go out blah blah blah i dont even HAVE a life, so where the fuck is the place for misery? nowhere darlin. no misery no future. no nothing.i dont even know who said this- *insert quote here*. im not smart im not aware im most certainly the most Australian person you'll find. its ok, man. just move on. yeah,ILL SHUT UP. ILL DO THAT OK. THANK YOU.
ze curses.
you KNOW what.
THE THING with me being in a cold war. IS THAT I CANNOT GO THROUGH WITH THE STUPID THING. WHY, you ask? Shouldn't it be the easiest thing to ignore someone?
well NO.
if it WAS easy to ignore someone i wouldn't ever talk to them ANYWAY which JUSTSORTA JUST rules out the option of a cold war ANYWAY.
which means i should get with doing the apologising, yes? NO. i apologise way too much, i shall not this time. which leaves me in World's Most Desirable Position Numero One : The person who's obssessing about a cold war gone cold and mostlyonlyplotting to strangle other person in aforementioned cold war but will NOT due to the fact that all the attention showered on opposing party will force their head to a size declared unsafe by an UN peace treaty WHICH will in turn lead my strangulation tendencies to increase 17 fold.
The BEST part being, now all the frustration has nothing to do with the actual reason why the whole thing started (which continues to be a mystery, i assure you), and everything to do with the fact that i'm bored and have noone to talk to, and it's not WORTH not being on non-speaking terms with someone - that's just a waste of someone with whom on a perfectly normal day i COULD be speaking to.
Is this even making sense anymore?
THE THING with me being in a cold war. IS THAT I CANNOT GO THROUGH WITH THE STUPID THING. WHY, you ask? Shouldn't it be the easiest thing to ignore someone?
well NO.
if it WAS easy to ignore someone i wouldn't ever talk to them ANYWAY which JUSTSORTA JUST rules out the option of a cold war ANYWAY.
which means i should get with doing the apologising, yes? NO. i apologise way too much, i shall not this time. which leaves me in World's Most Desirable Position Numero One : The person who's obssessing about a cold war gone cold and mostlyonlyplotting to strangle other person in aforementioned cold war but will NOT due to the fact that all the attention showered on opposing party will force their head to a size declared unsafe by an UN peace treaty WHICH will in turn lead my strangulation tendencies to increase 17 fold.
The BEST part being, now all the frustration has nothing to do with the actual reason why the whole thing started (which continues to be a mystery, i assure you), and everything to do with the fact that i'm bored and have noone to talk to, and it's not WORTH not being on non-speaking terms with someone - that's just a waste of someone with whom on a perfectly normal day i COULD be speaking to.
Is this even making sense anymore?
I have no idea why i'm still awake but i shall post anyway because it's been long and i'm feeling vaguely chatty :P
SHRIPARNA WAS TO COME TO BANGALORE TODAY! but curse her and her dutifullythydaughter nature she WILLISNOT coming. no.
much less interesting than that(look personally, i'd recommend you skipping this post it shall contain nothing noteworthy, hardly anything worth reading, and be absolutely devoid of any or all information ok?), is the fact that i worked in poor light(*applauds bangalore power cut*) over a farewell we'll miss you you take care now card that we decided to (have me) make for a classmate who we hear today, is leaving to kerala tomorrow.
which brings me to my life and it's aimlessnessocity.
shriparna is going to off to mumbai to study.
another to orissa.
another to dehradun.
another for pilot training.
another to kerala.
another to pune.
and the rest i'm sure somewhere else to fulfill the dreams of their focussed lives.
whiile i sit blithering about my aimlessness making lists in my head about the letters i should send and movies to watch.
i really must come up with more readable things to post :-\
SHRIPARNA WAS TO COME TO BANGALORE TODAY! but curse her and her dutifullythydaughter nature she WILLISNOT coming. no.
much less interesting than that(look personally, i'd recommend you skipping this post it shall contain nothing noteworthy, hardly anything worth reading, and be absolutely devoid of any or all information ok?), is the fact that i worked in poor light(*applauds bangalore power cut*) over a farewell we'll miss you you take care now card that we decided to (have me) make for a classmate who we hear today, is leaving to kerala tomorrow.
which brings me to my life and it's aimlessnessocity.
shriparna is going to off to mumbai to study.
another to orissa.
another to dehradun.
another for pilot training.
another to kerala.
another to pune.
and the rest i'm sure somewhere else to fulfill the dreams of their focussed lives.
whiile i sit blithering about my aimlessness making lists in my head about the letters i should send and movies to watch.
i really must come up with more readable things to post :-\
Will someone ABSOLUTELY anyone PLEASE explain to me why i even bother.
Being nice is such a WASTE OF SPACE and starting NOW i'm your regular MEANsnooty person who cannot be coaxed to throw you the SLIGHTEST of courtesies anytimeanywhere.
sohelpmegod.
Being nice is such a WASTE OF SPACE and starting NOW i'm your regular MEANsnooty person who cannot be coaxed to throw you the SLIGHTEST of courtesies anytimeanywhere.
sohelpmegod.
funny thing
.. i seem to like almost all DMB songs as demo versions a LOT more than the album ones. for example Best Of What's Around. the guitar work is so much more pleasing and ..beautiful in the acoustic demo version. muchmuchmuchlovlier.
anyway, i've decided to dump all shit pictures here, like i had earlier too but then didnt get around to doing it anyway.
let's begin with one catpicture, the only b&w one from the day i visited ishika's house.
OH SHRAVANTHI HAS MADE AN APPEARANCE ON GTALK HOW BLESSED I FEEL so she isnt REALLY dead. so you might expect her to drop in sometime, i suppose. ah.
anyway, i've decided to dump all shit pictures here, like i had earlier too but then didnt get around to doing it anyway.
let's begin with one catpicture, the only b&w one from the day i visited ishika's house.
OH SHRAVANTHI HAS MADE AN APPEARANCE ON GTALK HOW BLESSED I FEEL so she isnt REALLY dead. so you might expect her to drop in sometime, i suppose. ah.
because.
shravanthi has abandoned not only this blog, but also severed all ties with me it seems. i have no idea why else we haven't talked in any way in over a month.
therefore, i shall flood this place with my random junk instead of letting this blog wallow in self pity (that's MY job, no one can do it better, not even my blog).
few things that have happened.
i've joined a salsa workshop blah first day was good blah blah i cant dance i suck so bad that blah blah blah but at one point of time i used to be real good that's before blah blah blah blah so that and blah and blah blah we don't have boy partners blah blah if you're a boy and wanna join blah blah thanks.
Symbiosis chances have been screwed because i read their mail a day late so i responded two days after the deadline so im not even gonna be considered for shortlisting so THERE goes my dream of taking up graphic design in college.
i have work but too low a morale and blah blah blah to execute anything properly. so blah.
i've lost my respect for a few people and all that's left is dislikage.
some people are good and some people are lucky and some people suck and need to die.
i have photoshop CS4 finally.
i love babrus and he rules and this is absolutely irrelevant.
here is a random something because i was bored and wanted to check out all the brushes i've ever downloaded from people on deviantArt and just fiddle around,really:
yesimcrazykthnx
i sorta like this. but it falls under the tooawful category so its not on the other blog or on dA.
therefore, i shall flood this place with my random junk instead of letting this blog wallow in self pity (that's MY job, no one can do it better, not even my blog).
few things that have happened.
i've joined a salsa workshop blah first day was good blah blah i cant dance i suck so bad that blah blah blah but at one point of time i used to be real good that's before blah blah blah blah so that and blah and blah blah we don't have boy partners blah blah if you're a boy and wanna join blah blah thanks.
Symbiosis chances have been screwed because i read their mail a day late so i responded two days after the deadline so im not even gonna be considered for shortlisting so THERE goes my dream of taking up graphic design in college.
i have work but too low a morale and blah blah blah to execute anything properly. so blah.
i've lost my respect for a few people and all that's left is dislikage.
some people are good and some people are lucky and some people suck and need to die.
i have photoshop CS4 finally.
i love babrus and he rules and this is absolutely irrelevant.
here is a random something because i was bored and wanted to check out all the brushes i've ever downloaded from people on deviantArt and just fiddle around,really:
yesimcrazykthnx
i sorta like this. but it falls under the tooawful category so its not on the other blog or on dA.
ok. the end.
FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, IM SETTING MYSELF A GOAL.
ok?
by the end of this year, i gotta make myself watch a hundred movies. the good the bad and the silly.
no big deal for a normal individual but its always a problem for me, so never mind lets not get into that.
so first job is to jot down the ones i have watched already from the beginning of this year, there's been quite a few.not doing it here, not now. too sleepy.butishallishall.
ok?
by the end of this year, i gotta make myself watch a hundred movies. the good the bad and the silly.
no big deal for a normal individual but its always a problem for me, so never mind lets not get into that.
so first job is to jot down the ones i have watched already from the beginning of this year, there's been quite a few.not doing it here, not now. too sleepy.butishallishall.
yesterday
Gudang Garam. because ill never remember the name.
phuchka very awesome.
fatal auto ride+heat.
the discovery of sweatglands.
phuchka very awesome.
fatal auto ride+heat.
the discovery of sweatglands.
